Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday!!! I should be happy but I feel pretty sad. Being 16 feels like I'm too old. Like I'm gonna be an adult in 2 years from now. My life will change completely in 2 years and I don't want it to. Yes I hate school but all my parents time very tell me is after highschool that your friends now won't hangout with you anymore. Why? I don't want that I love all my friends with all my heart, so why would we all stop talking? Life is so hard and confusing and I couldn't image me still being here if it weren't for my girlfriend and friends. I love them all and they all made my birthday so special. I've always hated my birthday but they all made it so much better and I'm glad I have them all in my life.