oct 24 2024: wow i worked hard on dis very musical thursday...

hi guys!! only 7 more days until halloween :3 are yall excited?? im cosplaying as kaede azusagawa for halloween, n my boyfriend is gonna be sakuta azusagawa!! here's a pic of them:

yea, the pic is huge... but yay!! azusagawas :D i love bunny girl senpai so much. i basically love all the girls in the anime (just look at my anilist account LMAO). this is going to be the SECOND time i've cosplayed this year. the first time i cosplayed was as nagatoro n senpai with my boyfriend for a little anime convention. it was really cool getting called nagatoro. i remember my boyfriend winning his VERY FIRST beyblade match. like- he NEVER played with beyblades. he's the same age as me. idk how he never got into beyblades growing up. i loved them when i was in middle school lmao- and im in love with the beyblade animes

OK enough of me yapping about my boyfriend n my childhood bleh... let me talk ab my thursday...

i woke up and i was SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE BANK TODAY but my dad never told me the time of our appointment so like.. we ended up not going. n i told my dad i wish i knew the time so that i couldve gotten out of bed but he didnt respond to me. tsk tsk tsk  oh well...

i ate a stale bag of chips n oatmeal for breakfast and ate my lunch of beef and rice after getting off from a call with my friends. i was watching one of them stream limbus company while the other was telling me about her history in the military and why she loves cooking n being a mechanic. god... 20+ yr olds are so fucking cool. i wanna be a cool bitch in my 20s when i turn 20.. SO I ONLY HAVE TWO YEARS LEFT TO DO COOL SHIT IN ORDER TO IMPRESS THE 18 YR OLDS OF 2028 AAAAHHHHH-... do i tell em i ran a crappy unpopular blog at my age?? do i tell them i was an artist? i dunno!! waaaaa....

n then i picked up my brother and looped break the music by vau boy a bajillion times. i fucking love that song. it makes me super duper happy!! i also listened to the entire nonagon infinity album by king gizzard and the lizard wizard. it sounded so epic.. my friend told me to listen to it and im in love with it!! if yall listen on soundcloud, u might see one of my comments (cuz i THINK i commented on one of the songs in the album). n then while doing homework, i listened to mixed matches backwards (panic freestyle >> darkage). but i lowkey didnt get shit done till i listened to brown noise on youtube LMFAO. im gonna work on all of my english homework n study for my math quiz tomorrow :"3.. wish me luck cuz im shit at both

n then just like that, it was already 8 PM... i didnt notice because i was doing homework all day long ;w;... yknow, college doesnt give me a break. im working every day!! im so tired guys  my counselor fucked me up in the beginning of the year and put me in TOO MANY classes that arent even necessary for my 2 year transfer.. so im fucking stressed all day n night long and always having my hair fall out. im so tired. i should lowkey run a vent blog LMAO. just kidding.. ion want too much of my mental shit online. but yea.. i just want it to be november already so i can enroll in better classes for winter n spring and be done with!!

anyway 2024 is almost over.. i hope i end this year off with happiness n lots of art. i draw n post my art on bluesky!! my account is @10099.bsky.social :3

anyway good night yall (it's 10:53 PM) aylan loves u all <3