conscious worms

The desire to want one’s crowded mind to refrain from falling into bliss is nearly impossible. Everyone deep inside wants to ignore the heavy reality in some way. I want to be here, in the present, in the here and now, but it makes it so difficult when that constant reality check upholds the negative emotions that come with it. The disquieting words whisper deep into your brain, inching and squirming its way into the crevices of your conscious like worms.