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"DO I EVEN MISS YOU PEOPLE? A zine poem."
"The short answer is no, but let me explain--
In the recent year of 2024, I've lost a LOT of friends. FACT: 90% OF IT WAS MY FAULT."
(NERDBOX: FUN FACT ON INSTA THIS MEANS THE ACC WAS DEACTIVATED OR YOU WERE BLOCKED!)
"That's so negative!" "But it'a true! I'm not the best person, I'm kind of infamous because I'm not. And there are a looooot of reasons. I neglect other people, I become obsessed with someone amd neglect myself, I ask for people's advice, but if it doesn't stroke my ego I refuse to take it, I'm a liar, a gossiper, but it's your fault! Not mine! Me! Me! Me! Me!"
I look at the people who still "enjoy me," but they aren't the "best." Besides, they will hate me soon too.
I wish I could pause the episode, write my studies of:
HOW RELATIONS WORK AN EASY GUIDE.
But that's not possible.
So I have to figure it out in the meantime, but I think I'm figuring out.
Because now when I see my old friends,
I don't feel love for them.
I don't feel hate.
I feel nothing at all.PS: Thank you for reading! I just learned how to make zines, and I plan on making more soon.
- The Crunchening.
Dedicated to all the people who aren't my friend.
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⛧⸸vixxie⸸⛧
what exactly is a zine if you don't mind explaining? i know google is free but id like to hear from you idk why lol
A zine is a self published, mini magazine / art book !! their biggest origins and roots lie in the Punk subculture and were used to express personal feelings, explain political ideology (usually leftist ones), inform on fandoms, and more !
by ♱ the crunchening ♱; ; Report
thats so fun!! im getting inspired. youre so cool btw
by ⛧⸸vixxie⸸⛧; ; Report
thank u!! You’re even cooler!
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Dumpster_Baby
I think friendships comes after forgiveness and being vulnerable.
I always had this problem. But I think the one thing I learnt was that you are only punishing yourself.
You are isolating yourself. Just because you made mistakes and hurt people. It doesn't mean you are out of redemption.
I think true strength is to apologize and genuinely not do that again. And if they say they don't like you. Then can leave.
I hope you gain lifetime friends very soon. And I am sure it will happen.
* Then *they* can leave
by Dumpster_Baby; ; Report
thank you :-) I appreciate it a lot
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Memecia
I have never read something so relatable, keep going with your amazing works of art!!
Thank you!!! Im glad someone relates :'))
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