sad vent? looking for friends :')

hello I'm cal :))

There's been a lot of shit happening I'm my life rn, academically and socially. I just entered senior high school (gr 11-12) and I cannot handle the workload tbh. despite having lesser sbjects, we're forced to do this program where have to do non-academic activities, and on top of that, we have this research we have to finish. both are requirements for us to be able to graduate, which sucks because I have no sense of work-life balance and my research groupmates absolutely suck because they don't care for it as much as I do.

plus, my friend group at school kinda fell apart because of a disgreement. Everyone's apologized to each other already, but they've agreed to stop hanging out with each other. I still hang out with all of them tho, but that tension + stress from school kinda made me seek out other friends, especially online. that's prob why I'm here.

So uh yeah pls be friends with me. I need a yapper to listen to :3

anyways,,, yeah baii