nostalgia..

having nostalgic thoughts about a time you weren't alive in is so weird to feel, why am I not there, and why is life so different then how I want it to be, you mean to tell me I'm not skipping school on a random fall day in 2004, I'm not with the people I remember as my friends, instead I'm sitting in this random fucking house, in girls pjs, with random YouTube videos playing,, how about I just deteriorate, huh?? yea just fuck me I guess.

sorry for any misspells, this keyboard sucks

this was half written by Xander but I took over -Ryan