a little bit more about me that no one asked for but im gonna overshare

so, i really dont want this to come off as creepy, but im missing school 0.0. i wish i could go back with the knowledge i have now. it sounds so cheesy. i hate it. i NEVER thought id say that. fuck. 

i crave the structure of day-to-day life. classes and electives. i know its not all good. i think i just want normality. i feel dumb and unequipped with life skills (or a normal brain chemical balance) but i want to take art classes without them being a fucking million dollars or... something

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