I wonder

I wonder what could become of this . This is different I think it could be good for me . Im trying to elevate while I get to know you because I want you to understand the best version of me . You are pretty interesting and I’m scared I won’t be that to you . It’s not a fear of rejection it’s more so a fear of letting someone that feels real slip because I’m not 100% of where I need to be . I kinda wish I met you later on but it’s motivating me to get things in motion now because I’ve had the plan for a long time.