hateee the consequences of actions, a girl blog

i hate how horrible i can be sometimes, like i try to be kind and just a comfort space, but then sometimes i can be cruel without wanting to be.  like yea duh i’m not perfect, but it would be nice if i could always just be perfect to those around me.   i can never decide on something,  in serious situations.   like,  when it comes to choosing a big thing that could change my life,  then later down the line i regret it.. then in like two minutes i’m happy with my choice, it’s like a mega lame loop.   like pls why am i like this omg?

Like, I’d love if I could rewind time at any time.  But also, I dont.  I go back and forth with how I feel with my decisions.. I am not doing some dumb ‘pros and cons’ list.  I have thought about doing that a lot, but I wont, I need to do this on my own