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okay cute little rant from a 14 y/o! so hey im nic (not bio name) im genderfluid and bi - extremely closeted at home because my parents are homophobes! yay! its so annoying living here and i swear as soon as i save enough from my job i am OUTTA HERE because it sucks, im currently the oldest kid in the house and my parents are using me as blame for everything and literally tormenting me and analysing my every move like im boutta bomb the house or something! anyway i work every sunday for five hours which is pretty chill but anywho! you must be thinking "nic thats not even that bad people have it worse" and omg i know and i feel so lucky that i am not in a worse position and i hope everyone out there struggling at home gets out but thats not the full story! my dad said to me one time that if i ever became a tr/nny f#cktard he'd disown me and i was lucky to be born into our home he proceeded to call me names for having a friend who changed her name and guys as i mentioned im genderfluid and i dont go by my bio name here so..i would be so done if they knew.. its fine though i turn 15 soon then its only 3 years then j can live with my friend since her mum said i can! yay! thanks for listening to my rant guys have a lovely day!