crush

guys i have a crush hshshshs

so hes lowk ugly but like to me hes so pretty and i want him lowk so bad

but i dont date or anything n im not supposed to like talk to guys rly but i do want to talk to him

he used to go to my school n i remember his brother used to sit with my friend and i used to like them both but from afar LMAOOOOOO

so then now i occasionally look at him and he looks back in hallways but thats it and i always go to where his classes are

now, my friend told me theres no girl who likes him. sometimes i get the oppurtunity to talk but its either to short or i got nervous.

today my friend told me "calm down, but, he literally stared right at you"

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA..

anyway, ive been practicing the same conversation to say to him for a month now.. help pls

i get nervous + he leaves early + hes with someone

like what

also ive seen him so many times now it doesnt feel as like, how do i phrase this? i wanted to talk to him, beginning of the year, suddenly, just be nice. but now, hes seen me in all my embarassing moments and i didn't talk!!!!!