my cool random busy fun saturday

hi guys!! i've been up since 5 AM aaaaaaa- n i still have to be awake n eat dinner somewhere else TwT im so pumped tho!!

i woke up at 5 AM n stayed in bed till 9:50 cuz i had to attend a meeting at 10 AM. i know i shouldve gotten out of bed longer- but i love my bed. it's cozy n warm.. but im in an accounting program n i had to attend the meeting this month.
it was a little embarrassing tho. i kept unmuting cuz i thought us general members were being asked questions, not only board members. i DID clarify it was my first meeting tho, so meh. the meeting was about emotional intelligence and regulation cuz accountants are so busy n stressed 24/7 and some of us lash out. i mean- im not an accountant (yet), but i get stressed all the time........
we were discussing things in breakout rooms- like what was a good/bad experience we've had with a leader, how did that experience make us feel, and what impact does it have on us today. i talked about my god foresaken trig teacher from 12th grade. fuck him jfc
another thing we discussed was our emotional intelligence and the four pillars that help construct it. n then we were asked to discuss which pillars we've been doing good in. i said i've been doing pretty good in self management. i dont lash out and i calmly explain myself when i have a need

after that 2 hour call (10 AM-12 PM), i went to pick up my friend to drop her off at an appointment. we got drinks before we left tho (i got lychee calpico n she got a grape ramu bottle) and after her appointment, she asked if we could hang out. of course i said yes!! she went MIA for a year, n she said she missed me, so ofc i'd be willing to eat some lunch with her!!
we ate at a restaurant she's always wanted to try before :3 we shared tteokbokki n were venting and talking to each other about how our 2023s went since we didnt have each other. im so glad she's alive.. she's opened up to me about so much and all i can say is that she is a survivor n that im proud of her. after our lunch i dropped her off at her apartment. she forgot her soda in my car tho TwT... idk what to do with it. imma prolly give it to her tomorrow lol

and i came home! but my home life is a little dysfunctional, so i came home to a mess T_T... i forgot today was my brother's hoco day, so i had to drop him off at the mall with his friends for a little pre-dance dinner, n then pick him up AGAIN to take him to the dance. and THEN i came home
but when i came home for the final time (till i pick him up from the dance), i joined a call with my internet friends!! they were being silly n we were stereotyping each other based on our countries. it was fun :> n i watched one of my friends stream themselves playing blue archive. it seems like such a cute game qwq but i dont have the time or money to play it

now im waiting until it's 9:40 to get up and get my brother. imma eat dinner with him n his friends. ion feel like picking him up- dropping him off at a restaurant- and coming home only to get a "can u pick me up" call (cuz that happened to me when i tried to leave after i dropped him off with his friends xd

now to backtrack, i've been in n out of zoom calls since wednesday LOL. on wednesday i had class online (cuz my campus was closed due to a shooting on monday- n the victim passed away. rest in peace), and i had another meeting from 5-6 PM that same wednesday (cuz im in a culture program and i need to attend meetings and events to stay as a member). this week has been sooooo busyy. so much homework AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. im gonna lose my mind... waaaa. n so much driving.. but at least my airbuds minutes r gonna stay at 1k+ n shi lol

i hope yall's weeks have been going well :3 mine was pretty cool apart from the fact a murder-suicide happened on my campus. i wish we could have an extra week to mourn... anyway bye bye!! aylan loves yall very much :3