im back!

I haven't noted anything or hell even said anything in a little bit so i thought i should give a recap on my little happy life. I got glasses now! And school started (freshman year) and I realized how bad my school is, I'm in the middle of switching because for however i love my friends I want a better education for me and id hate to dropout of high school. I still dont know who or what i wanna be so its still an odds odds thing there and i guess ill figure it out as life goes on lol. I'm really not focused on like love life or relationships now and its been so nice since I've really let go. I'm not focusing on myself as much but i still try i guess. I've been pretty sick recently and I've looked like ass and its really hard to continue being me when i hate myself for looking like ass. Im aware just about no one will ever read my little blogs but it feels good just to imagine someone out there knowing what I'm going through even if I'm going through very little compared to them. Id love to get some feedback or help on my situations if anyone wants to say something. but anyways that's besides the point, Life's been really basic recently and honestly i dont want to shake things up. i like having it simple and subpar. I dont have much to look forward to which is good i suppose but I need some new clothes lol. we have been in the trenches for a while now and we cant really afford clothes or hell food somedays and it'd be nice to pick some things out and look different then the same old shirts and jackets. Thats about it uhm... Anyone who reads this have a nice day :D love you all  <3