never have esex because it will ruin your life!!!!

this is an actual true story that happened to both me and my friend, we both got betrayed by the people we thought were our friends so basically i met all of my new friends on this game (i wont disclose cause im embarrassed to be playing the game at my big age) through this internet guild, everything was fine and dandy during the first few months back in 2023 - the guild was brought back after a year or 2

now in 2024, this is where everything started to go down hill, around the 4th of February 2024 i get a message from my friend saying she's leaving the guild because her and her best friend (lets call her walnut) at that time were getting bored of the club and she invited me to her gaming server, i recognise another girl lets call her sweets because i actually liked sweets as a friend and she was super cool in vc and events 

now . . . there is a guy i did meet through that gaming server his name is manos (he is relevant to the story) during a game of gartic phone cause he mentioned he was russian and lithuanian and i was like "im also lithuanian thats so cool!" so we obviously clicked. during that gartic phone game, he recognised a girl that was friends with his ex (they broke up a couple months ago in 2023) 

me, manos and sweets all played a game on roblox- some zombie shooter game (no clue what the game name is) after the game of gartic phone finished and everyone else went to bed, us 3 were left- i think playing until like 1 or 2 am (keep in mind, i was still sixteen when i met manos and sweets) i get off the game cause i was pretty tired and wanted to go to bed so i shoot him a friend request since i thought he was real cool and nice (this man was twenty-one now twenty-two) i don't remember who sent the first message, but we started talking for the next couple of days, he told me some facts about him like how he lives in denmark, he can speak 4 languages: russian, lithuanian, danish and english cause his parents moved a lot and he has a cat called diego (i actually love that cat and would gladly take the poor kitty off his hands, he dont deserve a filth of an owner like that)

this is where he started to show me some of his red flags already, a couple days or even months i dont remember exactly when we started being friends: i kid u NOT this man decides to tell a then 16 year old he watched hentai when he turned 18, i was like "oh!" obviously i was uncomfortable but didnt tell him cause that would be lowkey uncomfortable and didnt wanna break the friendship apart so quickly (i shouldve at that time ngl) he also said he didnt support gay people (im a lesbian and non binary) thankfully i didnt come out to him so early into the friendship and even when it broke apart. 

then another time we were in a private call, the fucker told me he would m3lest me when we watched this movie together on vc (i didnt even want to bro) the movie was so lame and mid holy fuck this is why i dont watch anime unless its about fashion, love etc (go watch nana, paradise kiss, princess jellyfish and super gals) he defo wanted me chat and said he wanted to pet my head in front of my friends in vc during another game of gartic phone WHICH TO DO THIS I WANNA KMS OVER THAT COMMENT ITS SO CRINGEY BROOO he also asked my friend's cousin (who was a 14 yr old) when she joined the call whenever she loved him or not (crazy guy) 

he also showed me his face and hes fucking ugly, he looked like those danish kids in that one video who imitated british kids as the sterotypical chavs and roadmen he also has a twitter which he blocked me on after he caught me looking through his posts, hes so edgy bro (i think @drmanoss) , a youtube channel and twitch channel with the same username 

THE DAY WE STOPPED BEING FRIENDS BROOOOOO YIPPEPEEPEPEPEPEPPEPE1!!!!!! this guy got mad at me for telling him he was half lithuanian because hes literally half lithuanian and half russian by blood and he got into an argument with my friend's brother because he kept raging on val (hes shit btw) so i just stopped being friends with him there, told everyone what happened, he got banned, turned out it wasnt the first time since he groomed a 15 yr old girl, we deleted his spotify account so slayyyyyyy 

NOW THE ESEX EVENT OF THE CENTURY:

a guy called sheep shagger (if ur from the uk you would know which country is referred to as sheep shaggers) was there and thats i pretty much met him since he was in that gartic phone game i think??? but so! he started to get into vcs more with us, was rather skeptical of him since i couldnt tell whenever he liked me or not since him and sweets would make these horrid jokes about me being a lesbian, calling me a lesbo n shit, sweets called me fat and told me i ate like a fat person even though this bitch kept snacking on A WHOLE BAG OF MINI EGGS, she had snacks on the side table of her bed as well. so who are you to tell me i eat like a fat person when ur ugly and on the bigger side pretty much projection onto a teenager like sorry ma'am you weren't chosen by the sexy boy at school (im very much bella hadid skinny) i asked my friend if she could speak to them abt the jokes and to stop them (i never got an apology from both)

this woman i was friends with was TWENTY TWO, she was more close to my friend then me because she didnt really bother trying to get close to me and we werent super close where she was allowed to make jokes about me being a lesbian, so around may time, i noticed and had a sneaky suspicion that both sweets and sheep shagger were getting rather close since they would send eachother videos in dms on tiktok and snaps on snapchat, also keep in mind sheep shagger was 18 when they both started mingling with each other around May of 2024, there was a time where sweets got drunk on vc with her camera on whilst sheep shagger was streaming to speedrun some resident evil game (cant lie i lowkey smiled when i saw her camera because i just didnt expect her to look like that- she didnt look clean is all i have to say) she told sheep shagger that she wanted leone kennedy's back muscles (he told us one time in a vc with her present) 

we also meet a new friend (she was also lithuanian) fucking bitch ass (IM THE ORIGINAL LITHO OF THE GROUP) she was so annoying lets name her sweet's dickrider 

there was a time where i was with sweets and her dickrider in a voice call to play alicia online (love the game fuck the players tho) sweets started to call me the r slur (r*tarded and r*tard) because i started to target her in the game cause i thought it was funny (probably shouldnt have) but she started to say my horse was fat and anorexic  (so weird and unneeded) then she started to make these jokes about manos (because broski tried to groom me) and i asked her to not make those jokes because i didnt like them and then she told me "is it because the trauma came back?" (GIRLLLLRLRLRLRLRLRL) i laughed it off and afterwards left because i felt uncomfortable 

a couple days later, we all noticed sweets was being distanced and barely joined vc and asked if she was okay, she said she was and was just dealing with some stuff (fair enough) but a couple days before that she told my friend a secret on vc at night that she liked a boy in her friend group but she was scared that it will break the friend group up (which it did in the end) and she wouldnt tell us who but she said it wasnt someone we all knew (which was bullshit because she doesnt have friends in real life) 

the day she left the server along with my friend's bestfriend walnut was the day the server's dynamic changed forever (this sounds so deep then it shouldnt be im so sorry yall) we were all on vc, sweets wasnt telling my friend what happened since she was blaming her because she decided to lie to her close friend that she had ESEX with sheep shagger MULTIPLE TIMES (the story kept changing) she said she wasnt gonna tell my friend because she "knew" she would be self centred (my friend isnt, sweets IS THE SELF CENTERED ONE HERE AND SELFISH) her dick rider left the server afterwards (FUCKK THAT HOEEEEE) she told us she never go for an 18 yr old but she lied once again!!!! walnut wouldnt even tell her bestfriend, she ended the friendship with her bestfriend and went back to mary and her dog (toxic friends to the both of them, would make my friend stressed all the time) 

after a week, sweets told us that apparently sheep shagger told her to spread it for daddy on vc (gagging) they went on vc privately for 15 hours?? she then told us it didnt happen on a vc but on snapchat which doesnt make sense, my other friend went to confront sweets about the situation, sweets told sheep shagger groomed and SA'd her (its not true) sheep shagger also ghosted my friend for a week as well, sent her an apology, told her his side of the story (apparently he told he wasnt into her and she took it badly) so we invited him back into the server, then sweets found out ended the friendship and dipped, walnut removed my friend off everything. 

then sheep shagger started obsessing over our other friend (the one who confronted sweets) saying shit like how he was excited to her racks on voice call, one time she had a break down this mfer was so horny he said he wanted her boobs, also said he wanted to choke her. also told her, he would've flirted with ME if i wasnt gay and 17 cause he was 19 by now (his birthday is in june) so nasty because me and sheep shagger would have sweets slag off sessions in snapchat dms, he told me she was hairy and looked like a wild animal (it was so funny) 

so in the end, we removed sheep shagger from the server, he blocked me on tiktok, removed me off roblox and probably snap by now 

MORAL OF THE STORY: DONT HAVE ESEX IT WILL RUIN YOUR SOCIAL LIFE