uni anxiety

my uni starts mid-november and i don't know how to feel about it. for starters, it's such a big change. new place, new people. i'm pretty confident that i'll settle in well enough but the nervousness is still there. also, its a medical course. so there'll be a lot of studying. which is not a surprise, i knew what i was getting into, but that doesn't make it any less terrifying. mainly, i think it's this anticipation that's overwhelming me. there's nothing i can do but imagine how it'll go and wait for it to start. that's another thing, i have less than a month of pretty much no responsibilities and then suddenly i'll be swarmed with work (or at least that's how i picture it, like a tsunami hitting, realistically it might not be so bad...right?). and i want to do so much with this time i have. books, movies, shows, art. i've been doing a little of everything so far. learned a couple songs on the keyboard, took a break from fanfics and read some new stuff instead of putting it off, tried watching some new shows, played around with air dry clay, scrapbooked. i feel like i have been productive with my time, thank god. i guess i just need to manage my expectations. and chill the fuck out.