Fem x Fem when??

I really really want a girlfriend 

I'm a bisexual femmenine person and I've only dated/ had romantic interactions with men because I must have some sort of curse or whatever

Thing is, I really wanna date a girl!! This is my opinion and it's ok to disagree and there are exceptions and all but, I think the love from a femmenine person is different from the love of a masculine person, and I reaaaally wanna experience a fem x fem romance...

I wanna get "I miss uuuu"a texts, I wanna have someone gift me a little piece of paper with a little heart drawn on it that I'll keep in my phone case til the day I die. I wanna wear matching dresses and matching Halloween costumes!! And I wanna have romantic picnic dates where we cuddle on the grass under the sun with a light breeze... I wanna be kissed and have her lipstick on my skin and lips

I know what you're thinking, "that is so fucking corny omfg.", and you're right, but oh well :P

I guess I just want someone to match my vibe, someone who can love me like I can love em!! I wanna find that special one in my life and learn all about them and get them personalized presents with their favorite things!! Make Spotify playlists for each other, wear matching necklaces, all that stuff!! I would bake her cookies every week (and not to brag or anything but everyone who has tasted my cookies has said they're the best they've ever had....)

I guess this things just take time,, I'm not gonna force anything, we'll find each other when the time comes, until then, I'll keep being a hopeless ro

mantic ig!!