eugh [tw:s3xual trauma and hypersexuallity]

so when i was in kindergarten some kid put my hand in his pants later on my nephew told me to sell my fucking body on the internet/make an OF [i'm a MINOR] and last year i was shown p0rn which made me gain a coping mechanism when i would over s3xualize myself and feel gross after but i keep doing it i want to be innocent again i want it all back..