Bit of a vent I guess?

I feel like a ghost or invisible I get ignored all the time and every time I try to talk I end up having to scream so I don’t get interrupted while everyone else can talk freely as much as they want if someone interrupts then they are a annoying person. If I’m hanging with a group of friends I get ignored and One person I gave the fake name Starz before met me and the person I gave the fake name Past at the same time and day and now they are dating which I’m happy for them but that doesn’t mean you can ignore an already ignored friend more and I think Past is tired of me which I can tell I’m used to it but they also obviously don’t like me and I know that but I can’t stop being friends with them because if I’m not friends with past then I’m kicked out of the friend group which has two people who actually give back in the friendship I’m not saying that if you don’t give physical stuff to your friends your bad I’m saying you need to make the same or similar amount of attempt to stay friends as they do you can’t just ignore them all the time.