UPDATE ON LUNCH GUY ( CRUSBH ) OR WHAETVER

update i have a new friedn group and theyre cool and awesome 

oh but wait...

THERES MORE

theres a guy ive had a crush on ( the one that i was saying looked like a goofy cartoon character ) and so i asked for his number and stuff and GUYS HE GAVE IT TO ME yesterday b4 autumn break n stuff but lieeekkk HES LITERALLY a junior so i was like oh hell naw!!!!1!! but anyways we started talking kind of and ummmmmm im pretty sure hes autistic but not that theres aything wrong with tht i just dont konow how im supposed to act or like idk accomodate ( ?? ) sum1 with autism or something coz im super sarcastic and like 90% of the stuff i say is unserious..... also hes ( i cant believe im saying this because i absolutely HATE this phase ) an ick.... he follows like 1,000 people on ig ( im not even exxageratiing ) but again thats not the problem its the PEOPLE he follows. he literally follows half nekked insatgram models ( not that its that much but i mean hes STILL following them... ) and also adin ross for some reason... if u can tell i dont like adin ross...

but anyways i mean at least i got off the illusion of who i thought he would be and woke up !!!! im gonna live on with my life ebecause even if he wasnt an ick i would still probably be yucked out because for some reason when my crushes like me back i loose feelings ( i dont know why m like this and i feel bad ) OK BYEBYEBYE