another one (dj khaled)

hey spacehey. 

was that stupid? i thought it was. anyways! it's pretty early, only 9pm now, but i'm bored and figured "why not blog?" i don't have anything to say really but i'm re-reading this really good fanfic and i get my new tablet tomorrow-- hopefully i finish a project sometime soon, i need to update my commissions carrd. i would show y'all some of my art but i guess you need to link it? and idk how to do that-- i haven't posted any of it. 

...can i tell y'all a secret? i don't know jack shit abt computers or coding or anything. i just learned markdown and basic basic html, my friend still has to help me download launchers for junk.

ok actually i have real words to say (surprising i know.) i'm being heavily "encouraged" to go nursing school. my mom wants me to go and make all the monies doing travel work and shit, absolutely carrot-sticking me with how i'll be able to pay for my top surgery. which... she isn't wrong but idgaf about medicine or taking care of people. i'm not fucking evil ofc, but bodily fluids outside of blood, spit, and maybe (hard maybe) piss are super gross and i want no part in changing old lady gertrude's catheter. im polite enough to be around people in need and help where i can, but being a caretaker isn't for me. but alas, i do what my mother asks and it's too late for take-backsies-- i alr gave the school my $95 application fee and scheduled my HESI test. *shrug* c'est la vie and shit, right? at least being a medical student will make me a bit more interesting.