10/16/24

Had to skip school today, I'm still sick, it's been 3 weeks already and my throat still hurt, my body hurts, i already skipped the last two weeks for the same reason, i can't do it anymore, or i'll repeat a year, again.
anyways, my friends texted me about going to the circus next week, it sounds fun, but i don't think i'm going too.
i miss lucas, i wonder if he's mad at me rn, somehow, he never is, no matter what i do, but he will get angry, or apathetic, eventually, ig. he's too nice for his own good, i hope he's doing well, i love him sm.