My first poem. (TW! Vent)

TW! Vent. 

I Wish

I wish my life was a movie. 

I wish i lived like i see on pintrest. I wish life felt like it does at midnight. I wish i cried pretty. I wish it was easy to mane friends. I wish people weren’t so mean. I wish the world wasn’t so bad. I wish there wasnt war. I wish i did better. I wish people listened to me. I wish i wasnt scared. I wish i was cool. I wish peopke would look at me and see my soul and not my autism. I wish kids at school understood. I wish i wasbt so pale. I wish i wasnt a twig. I wish i was still a kid. I wish i got treated normal. I wish i didnt get depressive episodes. I wish it didnt hurt to cry. I wish i could vent to those around me. I wish i loved myself. I wish i wasnt so anxious. I wish i could focus. I wish people could see the pain i go through so they’d understand why i am the way i am. I wish hurt people didnt hurt people. I wish there weren’t hurt people. I wish my value wasnt based on my grades. I wish life was how it used to be. 

But most of all, I wish i didnt feel alone in a room full of people that care about me.

By Allium_Stxrs