Thoughts.

Hey. What's it like to be happy? Like actually happy happy? Yeah, I can basically have fun with my "friends", play video games with myself, or get high with my cough medicine. None of the three things I said outweighs wanting to kill myself. I moved to a school, dressed all "emo!1!1!1!" And got bullied by it, they told me to show my wrist. They bullied me for being different, so ik what pills do to me. They don't make me happier, just high and close to die. What sucks more is I tried killing myself, but I failed on killing myself. I'm just really awkward to hang out with I guess? I hate myself.