crushes ugh

idk who i like atp, so theres this girl i like, lets call her north korea, because talking 2 her feels SO restricted, but i rlly like her, she was in my class last year but isnt rn, so we talked 4 the first time during exams, thats when i started liking her, we had very similar grades and she asked bcz im pretty good at school, and after the exams, we didnt talk a lot, shes my science teachers daughter (wattpad ass) but one day we didnt have last period because the teacher was sick (praise the lord) and so we were in the yard waiting for the bell to ring so we could get on our busses and get home from a nightmare of a school because who fucking likes school?? and i saw a bag with a cool keychain on it, one piece i think so i asked whos it was and it was north koreas, we talked for 40 whole minutes about our interests, and i was like woah shes so cool yk?? but we bonded a bunch at that time!! and i didnt talk to her for a while again because im a little pussy, until one day i had cleaning duty and the desk infront of her was..oh wow what a desk. she told me not to clean it because it was horrible but i did some of it and she helped !! until the next day my bum ass teacher came into class and said the class was dirty, and i argued back because i did clean it, 8 people had cleaning duty and only me and one other person had cleaned, so when he asked who was on duty the day before and i raised my hand this annoying teacher grabbed me by the ear like what?? this bum ass annoying godzilla but fat had no right to like what?? and the only person who defended me was north korea, he let go of me bcz of her, this year i asked abt her new class and summer and she said bad (uh oh) but i got awkward and walked away after LMAO, i asked her if she had art class the other day bcz i did too, and she said yes..so i nodded and walked away yet again, but thats basically all because im a bladn awkward pussy