Someone please talk to me oh my god

Bruh I'm so bored these days can someone please just like talk to me everyday X_X

I'm so tired of making small talk all the time with people and deep conversations or even just conversations where I get to actively speak being so rare

istg every time I have a conversation it's either me (a) defending feminism or the lgbtq community (those are just fights not conversations), (b) me listening and constantly being cut off and not being able to say anything, or (c) small talk. Having a conversation where we're both talking about our life, our interests, our experiences, anything like that, and we're both equally contributing is so fucking rare ╰（‵□′）╯

I like painting, webtoons, emo shit, punk shit, overly emotional shit, anime (although I haven't watched many), fanfiction, amateur psychology, being bisexual, dating sims, my desi culture, old web stuff,  learning about conspiracy theories (I'm very new), feminism, spicy food, internet robbit holes (I swear I've researched some but cant retain the information) and writing. Well, these are some of the things I would most like to talk about lmao.

I know it sounds a little weird but I wanna talk to emo people lol I just think y'all have a really cool vibe

Also sorry if I don't reply to y'all really quick this website doesnt offer notifications and I don't have the mobile app TT_TT

I get that my vibe just wont match with come people but I hope I can find SOMEONE to talk to

(bruh I literally have my exams where I have to get entire books worth of information in my head in like 3 months and I have yet to start properly studying this is a horrible idea)