middle school relationships are evil

out of all the relationships I've been in, the last "relationship" I've been in was the WORST. honestly I don't even call them an ex because they're srsly that bad, I mean I didn't expect things to work out but I never thought it would end so.. roughly?? the relationship itself was rough idk why I'm so surprised, they treated me like shit anyway. its nice to know that everyone I've told this to was 100% on my side so therefore I can at least rest peacefully knowing that I was in the right in this whole situation. (past me, were those small pieces of attention you got was worth an entire relationship? yeah I thought so, raise your standards pls.) 

all that out of the way, why don't I talk about my past relationships too.. which were all accidental relationships... you may be thinking "how do you accidentally get into a relationship?" ..well whenever someone randomly tells me that they like me I usually think they're joking and I play along being like "yeah I like you too" and things go on from there... then when I realize it takes me months to tell them, infact sometimes I never even tell them at all.

and despite the amount of relationships I have had I STILL don't know what to do when I actually get involved in one.