Whoops, I went offline again

Yo, just writing into the void again. You don't want to read depressing shit, skip these next two paragraphs.

Life has been interesting. I tried installing social media again. As nice as it is for reconnecting with friends, it's just too bad for my mental health. If you're reading this, I suggest you get off it too. Even temporarily. You may be surprised how good you feel. Most games I play feel boring now. Even stuff like Minecraft (I've been playing Beta 1.7.3) and TF2, which I normally love. I've taken to watching movies, reading and music out of desperation. I'm not sure if it's being overwhelmed with decision or a looming depressive episode. I'm doing much better than I was before but I'm still not stable, I enter bouts of deep sadness. I understand that depression is permanent in my case and that's always going to happen, but it's too frequent to be that. Something as simple as a song that is slightly too sad for me can have me spiral into the darkest thoughts.

But enough doom and gloom. There's good things too. I am now much better at managing my anxiety and I can recognize when something is bad for my mental health, and if I need to break off from it. This is my last year of high school and I'm finding it easier and easier to do the work. Anyways, time for current events.

- Depression shit over -

GREEPTOBER HAS OFFICIALLY BEGUN! I really didn't know people still made music like this, but The New Sound is truly incredible. Holy, holy is such an earworm, and not an obnoxious one. I can't recommend this album enough. Truly incredible. Strong 9.5/10.

I'm very excited for winter. I'm excited for Thanksgiving, Christmas, and the school breaks that come with them. I'm also excited for a new year, I'm hoping that "New Year, New Me" will be true for once. Maybe I could even try to get some family friends to join us. There has really been a divide between people these days, and I'm tired of it. I want to put it back together. Even if I can't, I know I tried, which means I'm doing better than I was before. Whoops, I got sappy again. Oh well. I guess that's what this blog is really for.

Edit: Also, new pfp.