rereading homestuck... (sigh)

i am now reading homestuck for the SECOND time.

(if the image chooses not to work its that one chains breaking meme image but the chains aren't broken. spacehey hates me.)

that's right folks, the brain rot continues.

i read it the first time pretty quick considering how long it is and it was during the school year (i think)... i got super obsessed and read it like a full time job.

wake up? immediately start reading homestuck. 

get home from school? immediately start reading homestuck.

reading it like a whole ass 9 to 5.

hell, MORE than that. the second i woke up to the second i fell asleep. no days off. rise and grind.

and the only reason i didn't do it as school was because homestuck.com is blocked on the school chromebooks (this is discrimination smh). and i was not yet aware of those unblocking sites where you can use it to look at stuff that's blocked.

pray for my grades if i actually have the courage to read homestuck through in an unblocking site during school.

but yeah. i started rereading it last night and at this exact point in time, i'm on act 4, page 1408. even faster than last time! ...i think. i don't remember.

i read very fast. there's something weird with my brain.

i'm hoping to finish it before i go to residential treatment (#god knew i'd be too strong without ARFID) because i can't have my phone there... :((((

and like 75% of my brain is dedicated to homestuck at this point.

basically my obsessive interest of homestuck was fading and i want to keep it up. 

also, there's some characters... scenes... plots... that i don't really remember.

and the first time i read it, i didn't turn my sound on for the [S] pages. and the music for homestuck is peak so i gotta do that.

ANDDD, im going as karkat for halloween!!

so yeah. wish me luck. i'm speed running this shit.