i feel i will never be truly free

i will never not be afraid of people. sure i have moments where i think i don't care about what anyone thinks, but deep down i do. i hate caring about opinions. why do i care? i lose nothing by some random person hating my outfit or my personality. literally doesn't do anything. it's all in my head. but im in my head too. 

i love rambling on here, i can say the most random nonsensical thing and no one would question it.