idk whats possesing me to do this, but it feels quite theraputic and calming ngl

when we were gathered in the garden

you gave me a single flower

now years have past, our home fallen

remember the hour.

there in the ocean of darkness you have found me, i was lost broken and dirty and yet you still loved me, you cleaned me, fed me, clothed me, and yet i was still stuck in that ocean of darkness, chained by the demons that haunted me in the past, my mind was still stuck in that ocean, and yet, even after all of that, you still loved me.

Now i am a different person, though your love may seem harsh at first, but i know that it is for my own well being, strugle i do with the creeping lonlyness, the darkness setting in, waiting to claim me, but i know you'll be there, you'll be there even before the darkness has a chance at taking me away from you.

Your love is stubborn and knows no bounds, even if i am hurt by humans, even if i am a broken individual, even if my mind is still chained and trapped in that ocean of darkness, you will be there for me like you were in the beginning.

though my faith in the people are gone, you will always be there, waiting for me after every fall, after every mistake, you won't shout, throw things, hit,scratch,laugh,mock,or gossip. I know i will be loved by you, even if my own family were to abandon me, i'd still have you and you'll be there waiting with a big bowl of warm food and comfortable clothes and a warm place for me to stay