I still miss her.

I’m not gonna get into too personal details but I met a girl here on spacehey and we really clicked and we had something tender, something I never felt before, something that made me feel human. We only chatted for about 3 weeks before she revealed she has a boyfriend and I tried to keep it toned down by that point the evidence of our romantic feelings for each other was there and the boyfriend found out and he took her phone and blocked me on all social platforms. I don’t know if she was an actual girl and things went down the way that they did or if she catfished me in a way where she just played with my heartstrings and then when she got bored she tossed me out like last weeks garbage and i ultimately was played like a goddamn fool. Either way I just wanted to wish her (if she’s reading this) the best times ahead and I hope she has a great time at that Korn concert she mentioned one time that she was looking forward to seeing. I would like to also wish everyone else, my friends both online and irl and myself the best times ahead and I want to thank everyone who has read this whole vent post. Have a great day/night and don’t give up so quickly even though it’s easier to give up and avoid any pain or any more pain sometimes pain is the price you must pay to get the perfect little world you always imagined and dreamed about.