Diary or vent stuff

Tw for stuff idk what to put but read if you want to

I’m just really tired of everything. I also appreciate the friendship I had with my friends and I hope one day they can replace me if u go through with my plan, I really love this one girl but sadly I don’t think she’ll notice me and I won’t get to talk to her ;-; but I hope she’s doing alright.

I’ve been listening to music and drawing but that won’t distract me from my thoughts all the time. I even wish for a friendship or a relationship just not a romantic one, sadly I don’t think my friends can help. I also miss my ex sometimes I wish she was here to talk or play video games with me or even just to do dumb shit again like trying to summon spirits or walking out at night.

I plan to add more sometime but I’m fine if no one reads this I just needed to vent somewhere since I didn’t want to bother my best friend they didn’t seem to be in the mood to talk to me

Sorry if I ruined anyone’s day or mood with this too:(