Loving someone . . .

When you love someone you never know it at first until later on, you start to feel butterflies and uncontrollably turn red around them, your not sure if you just like them as a friend or admire them but you start to catch on and realize that they could possibly be the love of your life. You know you had many crushes in the past so what's so different about this person? When you develop feelings for someone its hard to tell if they love you back or if you actually love them and if you want to spend the rest of your life with them. Some people wait years and so on without telling them anything , some haven't even interacted with them and they still find some attraction to their crush.

Reflex . . .

I love when Reflex tells me that he loves me and lists multiple things we could do together he's so cute and i want to spend my life with him, I wanna feel his touch, I want him to look at me forever and tell me that I’m his and I'll always be his. I’ll hold his hand and kiss him for as long as i can until our breath runs out. I love him so much to the point where I wonder if this is love
I want him to pull me close and tell any other girl who tries to be a wh*re around him to ___ off, I want to spend every single second of my life with him, I'd like to know more about him. Everything he does makes me smile and stare around the screen in awe because how did i manage to catch an angel?
I love you so much Reflex, I'll forever be yours if you be mine forever.
- Mary <3

Trust . . .

I trust him with my whole life, he's so trustworthy and the first time I met him I automatically knew I can trust him with everything. Even my heart<3, at this moment he's carefully holding onto it as we speak as I'm holding onto his. I'll keep his heart safe even if it means im about to die. I'll make sure he'll stay happy for as long as I can see.

If I were to pass . . .

I'd make sure to look over him no matter what role I was given in the afterlife, I'll make sure he doesn't end it just to be with me. I want him to live happily even if it means he finds someone else to love. I'll always be happy watching him be happy. I love him so much I wish to spend as much as time with him until I perish.