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My name is Driana. Or at least, that’s what I call myself. Very soon, I will die. Idk when, idk how. But I know it’ll happen, eventually. Is this really a suicide note? Not necessarily. Do I wanna die? Yeah. Pushing forward, to wake up in an insufferable loop, a rewindable yet unfixable problem, my life. How will I ever escape this mess? The future keeps me alive. It’s the reason I’m still here even writing this. I long for the future, my light at the end of the tunnel, to take me out of this town, out of this sunken place and free me from the humanity I surround myself with in this dark and twisted reality. I never have the time to write anymore, I’m surpised of all things I have time to write a “suicide note” ironic. If anyone sees this, I thank you for reading this far, that means a lot. I don’t mean to worry you, if you even are worried I assure you I won’t die In this current moment, as for the future? I’m unsure. That’s my whole point, I don’t know how much longer I can keep up. I look forward to college to leave this toxic house and city and school behind. I do. I really…really do..but I’m so alone, I’m only one person. Idk. I gotta go now, looks like my time to write is up. Ty. For reading this far, as always I love you.
My suicide Note
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DonDoe404
Hope you're still holding out well enough, there's always people who can help, college can be a big change, but not so bad really
Tysm 🫶🏽🫶🏽 I rlly appreciate this, I’m feelin a little better thanks for the kindness
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Glad to hear you’re feeling better
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Ninaa
Hey, you know I know.
This dark world may be foolish and meaningless....but maybe that's why it is special. I learned from watching. I used to pay attention to the future and the past...but...the only existing moment is now. So I've learned to pay attention to the present moment so I can change the way things are. Even a small step makes a change. I'm always here to talk. I may have a lot ahead of me. And not gonna lie, I had the same thought, I still do sometimes. Every little thing in a humans life is important. Talking always gets you to realize things better. I'm here, and I always will be. Let's be alone together, at least.
Let’s be alone together, yes
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drzks124
a suicide note is a call for help not read on time. i've though about it myself, or at least have fantasized. but there's always something that wont let me. im sure there's that something for you too. so you say that its not now but in the future. please stay safe and if you want to talk, lets talk. because im hell alone too
Please talk to me. I don’t wanna suffer in silence anymore.
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