my thought on mizu5 + tweaking

I HAVE A LOT TO SAY ON THIS BUT IT WILL ALSO BE VERY DISORGANIZED. THIS EVENT KILLED ME. 

peoples theories were right, mizuki was outed. the event hurt me SO BAD but im also so happy that mizuki is now a confirmed trans woman (ill talk abt people who believe that mizuki is a crossdresser later because it doesnt make sense to me) and the fact that mizuki was planning to admit it herself, her chance to actually face her emotions being ruined by 2 people that were only transphobic for the fun of it.

i have MULTIPLE reasons on why this event showed that mizuki is confirmed to b trans. first of all the ENTIRE conversation with the male students were shown to be transphobic and as if they were treating mizukis identity as a joke, while male student B was trying to get them to not call mizuki a guy, because they arent, and this was before they even talked to ena so it wasnt student B trying to be like "omg what if she didnt know!!" also the fact that they suspected ena was an "abnormal girl" like mizuki until ena got confused by the phrase, trans people are referred to a lot of the time as an abnormal version of the gender they are, and colopale handled this SO WELL and so accurately.

i myself am under the trans umbrella as agender, and while i am closeted to most people i have a group of people who understand and accept me for who i am, and i have a complete detachment to my gender while mizuki heavily ties herself to what they are and what they arent, so if anything i would relate more to rui in this event, but ive seen people online saying that while this was so well written it was a HARD read and i saw someone who said they actually threw up cuz of the event. thats actually fucking crazy like sega... the power you hold...

i also am really excited to see future events after this. considering how ena is so close to akito and aki5 is coming up i wonder if mizuki will affect him, and also everyone else in kamikou. i wonder if rui will reach out to ena, and if ena will even be able to. will ena be forced to out mizuki to the rest of niigo as an attempt to save mizuki? theres so many questions that i have about this. i saw someone on twt say that the fact only mizuki and mafuyus ribbons are connected(?) in the trained cards can imply that mafuyu will be the one to help her, which i think would be really nice considering how mizuki encouraged her once before, and mafuyu wants to reciprocate the same kindness that was once given to them.

the fact mizuki dissapeared in the real world, and isolates themselves in sekai.... i know im bringing up the same points but it still hurts. literally during the event story it says "after reading this story mizuki akiyama will temporarily stop appearing in the real world." completely isolating herself in either her room or the empty sekai. the rumors of niigo disbanding as well in the real world too KILLS ME. in mizukis dialogues, it says things along the lines of "i wanted someone to tell her for me.. i got what i wanted, didn't i?" "aah, i just want to disappear" it HURTS. mizukis eyes are completely lifeless and faded, mafuyu is having a better day than them and its crazy. in other dialogues it talks about how she isnt motivated to do ANYTHING anymore. if they're isolated in sekai im curious if any of the vocaloids are talking to her

there ars so many things about the cards that are just so beautiful. the ribbon is being ripped, just like the distance between mizuki and ena. the mirrors are SHATTERED, during middle school they were hidden, then the mirror would be uncovered as if mizuki was starting to accept her identity, but now theyre broken. mizuki doesnt want to face herself, their perception of everything has been warped and shattered. mafuyu is staring at the same umbrella that was given by them to mizuki. ena is holding on to the ribbon, and it looks like one hand is trying to reach towards the petals? i also love how in the untrained cards there are drastic lighting differences between mizuki and ena. mizukis lighting is harsh and dark, being forced to face all their worst fears, while enas lighting is warm and gentle, she still sees mizuki as.. just mizuki. but from mizukis perspective, shes surprised, and it feels like theres even slight disgust in her face, but if you look closely, theres only concern for mizuki and her wellbeing.

the voice acting was phenomenal, both mizuki and enas seiyuus put EVERYTHING into making it as emotional as possible, mizukis voice just feels broken and soft, everything about her is revealed, she doesnt have anything to hide anymore, but its in the most agonizing way possible, they didnt want it to end out like THIS of all ways. if anything shes mad at herself, and hates herself for how stupid and cowardly they acted. but enas voice is yelling and trying to reach out to her as much as she can, its rough, and it feels like shes screaming. jkwldklwfwdnklm MIZUENA IS KILLING ME.

in conclusion i want male student A and male student C to die