Bouta pull a cartman istg (tw: vent?)

I hate having to hang out with people my age because none of them are as emotionally mature as me. Like my one friend gets upset about something and instantly assumes it's either me or my other friend's fault without even thinking about it. Then she ignores me till I notice, then says "iM mAd At YoU" like yeah no shit I just don't gaf anymore because you do this EVERY WEEK omg I need older friends, all of my friends my age have sent me into depression MULTIPLE TIMES because they can't just THINK