The Ultimate Yap Session/why I’ve been gone/add me I have no friends/Hi.

Hello everynyan, Hru? Fine? Ty. ^_^

             The End.

Jk, why I’ve been gone. 

Pt1

Hey chat, it’s me Driana. I’ve been dealing with a lot of mental health stuff and I quite frankly wish I was dead but I’m not gonna do anything stupid or anything I have SOME things to look forward to. I’m just always on edge. Always stressed. Idk why. I’m very overwhelmed with school, my bitch ass mom, mental health, college stuff yk the usual. And even, love. I’ve still trynna figure it all out tho, basically a recap, my mom has been a bitch to me constantly and haven’t been able to to relax all break due to this fact and I’ve just been too sleepy to type on here and drained and sad which in itself is sad like me not YAP? On HERE? Tragic. Although I don’t wanna be negative. There’s a lot I wanna talking about with you all who actually read this shiz so lemme just break this into sections to make up for lost time. Section one is ending, I will be moving on to section two, pls follow along if you’ve read this far.

Pt2, love and people in my life as of now:

My love life sucks blah blah blah yk the usual but I’ve come to the realization ion even want a relationship fr. I’m starting to get what summer was saying in 500 days of summer she said sum like “I don’t like relationships bc things get messy and peoples feelings get hurt” and that’s honestly so fucking real. I be in situations and I GROANNNN and think “bru I could be eating a chicken sandwich rn but instead I’m stuck arguing with this bafoon.” Or “I’m stuck explaining myself over and over to a ********** who’s a fucking ***** *** ugly sone of *****” but still so very realz idk, I want a relationship I want love so bad but I’m WASTING IT ON PEOPLE WHO DOBT EVEN DESERVE IT MAN WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYY WHY. Genuinely WHY? I REALIZED BRO SUM OF THESE PPL I DONT EVEN LIKE FR. LIKE I DONT EVEN EANNA DATE YOU BROOOO, so ima slow down for now and relax, (if one person in particular sees this I don’t mind like mingling lol like yk im open) anywho ignore that if ur a random ignore that part FUCKING IGNORE IT OR ILL FUCKING KILL YOU. ILL FUCKING KILL YOU MOTHRR FUCKER. (I’m joking ilysm whoever is reading I just wanted to scare u for a second to be silly, myb-) any who I long for it but not nearly enough anymore or as of rn. I’m just tired. I watched the new ghost busters tho and WOOO. WHATS HER BAME MCKENNA OR SUM SHE PLAYS UHUHUHUH MFFFF PEHOBE. So fine. WHO SAID THAT? (The curly hair….glasses…a total nerd…lord, take me to the KING.)

Pt3, I can’t move on from across the spiderverse 

That movie single handedly saved my fucking life. That movie got me thru a lot cuz I was going thru a hard time when my mom tried to abandoned me and my sis so yeah that movie has been my hyperfixation for a year im literally listening to the fucking atsv soundtrack as I write this shit. I’ve been a fan girl of miles since I was 9 years old, before the spider verse movies even existed. I’ve always loved the spider verse with Gwen and miles I loved their dynamic in shows, comics, games, etc. and seeing them mesh so well together on the big screen protesting a powerful well written story is just phenomenal. The music, the animation, the writing, the pacing, the story it all is so beautiful. The part of being spiderman is not only a sacrifice but it’s being relatable. That’s why people me included love spidey sososososo much. Miles I related to the most, I love him sm. Same with gwen. My fav variants of spidey prob are miles, superior spider man, spider Gwen (aka ghost spider) silk, spiderwoman 1610 (and i believe 1610 is miles universe meaning that she’s in ATSV) I also like a few other ones like Ben Riley but he’s alr ik a lotta ppl like him especially after he appeared in the movie tho, love Miguel, mostly comic Miguel spiderverse Miguel is a D1 crash out. Anywho I can’t stop watching, yapping, and listening to music from this amazing work of art of a movie the greatest fucking movie I’ve ever fuckjnh seen it’s sosoossoosososososoosossoso good it’s so refreshing so new bro I’d deadass leave 100 5 star reviews if that’s even possible that’s how good it is call it glaze I call it eat my ass hoe stfu and let me appreciate this film. And the ppl that think miles and Gwen shouldn’t be together (side note: before the movie released I saw a tik tok saying “ugh why is miles and Gwen a thing they’re just friends the writer mischaracterized their own character Gwen would never like miles” ……erm what the sigma? R u A r word the hell r u yapping abt gang. U sound stupid) miles and Gwen are a thing so suck it.

Pt4, I once had a Gwen, why that’s haunting me.

Her name was Melanie Romero yes I just named dropped idfc she doesn’t care abt me anymore she said that to my face but chat, listen listen. This girl? Was the first person I KNEW I actually frfr 100% loved. Even if the loving part wasn’t mutual as I aspected it felt so real to the point two years later I can’t let it go. I’m not here to waste my time on love I want something real. Like

Miles and Gwen.

Pt5, why I hate when people comment on something about me they’re not even aware of

I shared a post abt having bpd once and a hoe had the audacity to put as their note “everyone and they mommas got bpd now, lol.” Like excuse fucking me bro. Mf didn’t even have the balls to say it to my face, they don’t even know I have adhd or any other mental illnesses that I’m LITERALLY getting tested and diagnosed for, their literally trynna test me for bpd and autism next cuz once u have one thing it’s most likely anohjer one in there colliding. Literally I had a friend with bpd who said I most definitely have it without me even knowing, they asked me like 30 questions I answered yes to all of them. I did more research and found out wow I have all these symptoms. I did MORE tests on my OWN and passed them all. Excuse fucking me that everyone doesn’t have the money to go to a doctor and get diagnosed for shit, news flash my family is kinda broke bro I can barley afford therapy but that was the reason I even got diagnosed with adhd but we ALL KNEW I HAD IT. u don’t have to be diagnosed to know u have something if your and your loved one have done active research on it and you have multiple symptoms it’s good to get diagnosed to know know but not every can fucking afford that hoe. Fucking annoying ass bitch reading ts ruined my mood

Pt6, about that story…hehe..oops!!

Okay so I didn’t release it that day writing a full story is harder than I expected so I decided on something. I will write a story on here but yall gotta choose and pick which one yall like more the stories are:

1. WandaVirgo (my main story about a goddess giving birth to four godly beings known as omens each representing the omen of grace, oracle, creation, and chaos. And omen of chaos name is Erebus creation is Gaia they all leave out Erebus to create together a thing called the great rune of Aethera which is life energy and basically Erebus gets mad, steals peoples souls and sends them to a realm called Salems gate which is basically his version of hell, to gain more power and get attention and once he did this causes a war which makes the people of Athera apology up into your religions and as the war closes of Gaia hides the rune inside his heart where no one else can find it and decides to use that power to split the universe into two one where magic exists one where none exists to keep reality balanced as he falls in love with a human woman and gets her pregnant and she gives birth to a Demi god child with his fathers heart and Gaia dies and centuries later is reincarnated into a boy named Virgo as the magic society from Aethera take in Virgo an orphan and make him meet a girl who is rumored to have a fine inside her just like Virgo but turns out Virgo is related to Erebus and in another reality the main reality really, Erebus won the war and kept the rune inside him I tell this fuxking story every time I meet someone I’m so fucking tired of typing this shit all out if you wanna know more lmk but basically WandaVirgo, two kids with different parents really fall in love with same powers to stop Erebus from being released soon takes place in 1997..)

2. Red violet, two lesbians have a music player that can control time and travel thru dimensions which gives them powers but sapphire blue is from a different dimension and they can only meet by going thru their bathroom mirrors which connects both of their worlds as their on the rune from the government who wants the music player back

3. DEEP BLUE (copy and pasted from my notes that’s why text is so big, I’m tired child.)

When Hermosa Goldwynn was a young girl, she always wanted to be a pirate, one day, she found a treasure chess. And inside was a weird gun sword and as she touched it her hand burned as a symbol appeared on her right hand, turning her cursed. Now a young  cursed woman who seeks adventure and set out to the seven seas to find a well known treasure known as mardock, the name of a flying ship that can go beyond the sea. As her quest comes to a halt, she is captured by the marine forces and is made a prisoner on a ship locked in burning chains (the chains nullify the curse)  who is on her way to be executed for a bounty of 1 million dabloons, for the murder of captain _____ who was said to be the leader of the pirates, and for trying to steal the great ship merdock, that has rumored to be able to fly,

Side B: a young woman named Eliana newman who’s family and town hidden away, and rich with treasure gets attacked and her home is burned down, she tries to escape on a ship with her family as her mother gives her a necklace (the necklace keeps her from turning into a siren whenever water hits her) but after half a day the ship gets attacked again and she sails off at sea unconscious and wakes up losing all of her memories. She washes up on an island and hides on a boat where hermosa is and sees her chained up. She talks to her and they talk during the nights of sailing the sea, but  When they arrive to execute her, eli doesn’t try to stop it until the very last moment where she reaches her hand out and water splashes everyone and she stops her from getting decapitated and they take a ship and run, and now they’re both on the run and wanted, while Eliana wants to find her family again if they’re even alive.

Conclusion and closing thoughts:

I’m tired, if u read this far then we’re best friends now and you have to add me right now. Or I’ll cum for you. (Yes cum.) ANYWAYS tysm for reading i appreciate u all sm !! <3