laying down concepts, not particularly working on anything besides that

i'm scrapping the idea for the "real n*ga" cover, i might come back to making "thug tears" again.

right now, i'm busy with studying, work and procrastination :D. i seriously apologise for not being as active as i used to. it's all my fault and i'll try to change my mindset about how i create.

and i'm not just gonna try, i WILL change it. it'll be only a matter before it all starts catching up on me and i suddenly wake up and realise, that the whole time i was doing nothing.

i feel like a blank piece of paper. undiscovered in myself. i don't know who i am. all these ppl tell me to be myself, but who is that? who is me? 

i have no original bone in my skeleton. i'm a collage of others. i'm not one of a kind. not now. but someday i will. although, by that time. everyone will be gone.