I just got home

I am very sad right now. I had an awesome day planned last night to go the zoo and a bunch of other fun things to do with a friend, and I think they may have either ghosted me or something is medically wrong with them. But they told me they were going to ask their mom if they were able to go to the zoo with me and that was the last thing they sent me. I think something could be wrong with them medically because before we were talking about going to the zoo, they had told me that they had slept from Monday evening till yesterday (Wednesday) at about 3:40 pm. We had stopped talking around 4-ish so my thought was something medical happened knowing there mental health history and things of that nature. One other friend I haven't seen in a while because he's just been blowing off plans asked to hangout today, and we got another friend. I didn't really have a good time because it all felt forced and I just felt a bit left out while being the one to drive everyone around. I don't know I just didn't really have a good day and I'm just really sad. I'll probably just smoke later, get stupid from smoking, and restart the next day with probably the same thing to happen. I've had a shitty fall break.