don't wjy I haven't been online

tittle's kind of a lie, I do know why. My laptop wasnt working and the mobile version js isn't it for me fam. kinda missed this site, now that I'm back on it, its something different than mindlessly opening Instagram and discord and Snapchat 

maybe what helps is I've finally beaten the mental block I've always had around journaling, texting is easy, voice notes and video vlogs even easier but something always kept me away from diary entries (I've had bad experience in the past). buttt I got this old ass notebook from this box of my mom's stuff in Albania- surprisingly in great condition and after a week or two of using that it became second nature.