Tiredish? Kinda?

Y'all ever get that thing where you can feel yourself start to revert back to creature/monster mode and all goings-on in the world just sorta... disconnects from you? Like a bunch of wires falling off of a robot in a sci-fi piece. Just chillin and all of a sudden the disconnection from humanity gets stronger and I really want to just run away to a dark crevasse and lurk for a bit. Some other stuff kicks in too but I don't want to bring it up because I don't know how to word it without it sounding wrong yet. Best I can describe this as a whole would be monster mode kicking in and loosening your grip on morality and humanity? I need a fruit punch and some Minecraft music in a dark alcove really bad rn, maybe the opportunity to run around the woods at night, screaming and mimicking the sounds of different animals for a bit after. I just need to run in general, but the forest at night makes it easier. Running through the city at night, I still tire out, but I've run through the woods without pause for hours before. 

Thinking about it what I should probably actually do is try to focus back in on looking more human. Aaaah this is so weird to talk about I hate it. Never talking about myself again 0/10 this sucks.