the human brain is so strange..

why do things impact us the way they do? or the environment we grow up in, why does it have to be this way? its so stupid . i mean i get how outside factors change people, obviously.. i get how abuse can lead to depression and so on, but why do we get things like schizophrenia? bipolar disorder? DID? why are we cursed with things like this? things with no cure? like with my bpd i end up hurting the people i love -unintentionally of course- and drive them away, and its only when i need them the most. i guess this is just me rambling a little, im not exactly looking for an answer either, just complaining 

#yapsesh #ihatehowcomplexlifeiskillme /j