weird bad day today

i started notcing how much i was staring at my hallway crush i stared at him the wholeway through and im pretty sure he was uncomfy i was totally zoned out though and just wanted to look at him bc hes outfits are always sick this happened like 2 days ago and today i passed him and decided only to glance for one second he was with 2 girls and when he saw me HE PUT HIS HAND AROUND A GIRL so im pretty sure he was uncomfy with me and that couldve been his gf or his friend and he just wanted to get rid of me i feel like shit and i think im giving up on crushes because ive never talked to any of my crushes before and they always end up with someone else or r still there but im just rlly anxious and just stare at them like ugly freaky spongebob i was rllly rlly rlly rlly sad im ngl i cried i mean i get it but it sucs arse still i hope i move on and stop feeling miserable