if i were a girl in a book this would all be so easy

i think shes always gonna be this big sort of question mark over my life because she was the first person i ever really loved and she deserves so much more than what she’s been given and genuinely i think she’s the most beautiful girl ive ever seem but also she’s awful, she treats people like theyre disposable shes totally unaware of anything but her and her boy and she just doesnt care about anything or anyone