All by myself

October 9, 2024

Days are getting harder again

This might sound dumb but a couple of hours ago I was talking with my friends and one of them started making some comments and saying that it was a joke

I didn't took it too seriously until she said that I didn't have any friends because I "overreacted too much"

I wanted to cry

For me it's too hard to make friends

I've been ignored by my classmates since I was 12

Sometimes I wonder what could happen if I disapear

Will they be worried? 

Will they care? 

I keep remembering that over and over

I hope that they care for me

And yes, she's right

But sometimes I hope that I'm not too annoying for them.