Love is so confusing :( I need some advice

So I've been going out with this person (I´ll call him Ben but that's not his real name ok) for like one month now and I think I really like them! It has been really hard for me to like people for the last, like, two years. But Ben is really nice you know? He's fun and cool and he actually seems to like me... well, i think he does (ーー;) .

But, well, the confusing part is that I don't think he likes me as much as I like him, you know? He has never done anything "wrong". Actually I don't think he ever did anything to justify this feeling that I have, but I don't understand (｡•́︿•̀｡). Sometimes it seems like he really loves me and that we might even have something serious on the future, but other times I just feel like another one of the guys he makes out with, and honestly I wouldn't care if it was with another person, but the problem is that I actually like him. I just wish I was as special for him as he is to me. 

And also theres this guy who he goes out with sometimes, and I'm scared that I can't compete with him. Idk man I'm just scared.

Idk what to do to stop this feeling, I thought about meeting new people and going out with other guys like he does but it's not like theres more ppl who want to go out with me lol (￢_￢;).

Well I just hope things go well between me and Ben because he's really nice and I like him, I'm just not very hopefull, yk??

Pls I need advice