Massive Rant

I don’t care who see’s this as this needs to come to light.

Why is it that like, randomly parents will just get- idk-? A mix between calm and upset with you but calm to where you know you didn’t do anything but the thing is they make it seem like you did. I was literally making a pizza for myself (context, I have a huge issue with textures on food. So if I eat the wrong texture I will puke.) bed I was hungry. Well my mom wanted me to try the food she made right? Well I tried it and I said it didn’t taste that bad but the texture was the problem. I swear to god she just went dead silent. I walked over to her and said that it wasn’t bad, just the texture bothered me. I hugged her and than went back over to getting my pizza ready. I heard her say, “From now on if you won’t eat or don’t like the food I make you will be making your own food because all you eat is crap like that.” Like gawd dayum. Can I not cook a frozen pizza in peace??? Also not my fault I grew up with food like this but whatever we will just ignore that, that is how I was grown up…

Anyways I was just confused as she had that tone of “you messed up but you didn’t do anything”. I was just silent holding the piece of plastic of the pizza instructions confused. I looked over to her confused mumbling “what…?” And she said “fair?”, thing is. You never say it isn’t fair unless you want an hour long lecture on how it is fair and how you are wrong and adults are right. I said fair back to her very quietly and put the pizza in the oven. The entire time I waited I was just on my phone texting friends. So now I guess what I have to do now if I don’t want to eat the food she makes is make my own food.

I don’t think she realized that, that means I just won’t eat much anymore… near the end of the day/dinner time I am so wiped out from the day that I’m tired and if I don’t get fast food or food made for me I’m not eating. So much drama and shit happens at school that I’m tired by the time I get home.

Also can we talk about how rough sports are for kids now? I have seen like 10 kids in crutches, at least 7 with a broken leg, 2 with broken arms, and so many damn kids with like those braces for your knees, legs, ect. And the fact my parents JUST NOW understood how bad sports are now because I told them the stories of students who got hurt and how. If I just told them they got hurt they would say they got hurt from being stupid kids. Like wtf? Can you not except the fact that sports are pushing kids too far or do you just not want to admit that you can be wrong and that maybe some days you need to be the one to shut the fuck up and listen to us.

I swear to god no one listens to kids now. So many adults are like “just talk to us, we will listen” no the hell you won’t. So many kids TRY talkin to you and wtf do you do? You give them something for their parents to sign to allow you to change their medical things and basically control their life and get money. Why the hell is that all the world is about now? America what the fuck is wrong with you. You want people to stop offing themselves? Fine then fix your fucking schools and citizens. Also why are parents like “this would have never happened in my day” yeah the hell it wouldn’t. Back in your day your parents kicked you out on the porch and said to come back at dinner and to go play with friends or yourself. If you are like “well I had a phone at your age, I also had the internet” it’s not the same, why don’t you understand that? “It is the exact same” about a 50 year difference. Between your gen and 50 years before yours was it the same? Nope. So stop saying you were the same. “The world hasn’t changed that much” Let me name a few, the sewer slide rates have sky-rocketed, phones are more advanced, internet is just full of rage bait and other shit like this, TikTok is full of insecurities and hatred, YouTube is becoming a mini TikTok just it has longer videos, every 4 years we get a new present or maybe we don’t because they get re-elected but they still change.

I can go on an even longer rant about what all has changed. No one wants to listen to us anyways so why does this post even matter? No one will listen to it.

Adults speak of the young as if we killed someone, as if we are a disgrace to this society. Also I don’t give a single fuck what you say, the apple never strays for the god damn tree. A bit of that tree will still remain with the apple. Through generations it will die out but it is still there.

Also why do some adults have the need to compare their trauma and childhoods to ours? What the hell is your problem? That won’t make anything better, it only makes things worse as it makes kids think you don’t give two fucks about their mentality and how they feel. You compare your trauma as if they are a miniature you. You will fat shame or even skinny shame your kid because they aren’t like you. You will yell at your kid for not being you. You say we have a choice in what happens but we clearly don’t. You tell us to be different yet you get mad when we don’t do what you did as a kid. I’m sorry you got beat on your birthday, or hell you didn’t even get a birthday, or you got forgotten about, but what about our birthdays? Is it really just a time for you to vent to us? We are only kids, but it seems like some of you adults haven’t matured past 15. The outer part of you may have grown up but sure as hell the rest hasn’t.

I want to know what goes on through an adults head when they randomly vent/rant to a kid without asking, or take their moment, or their happiness just for them to have a little relief for, trauma. Please do tell me ^^

I’m just so tired of so much happening and nothing being done. But than again nothing can even be done when parents won’t listen to a single word you say until they find you either almost dead or find something like this written by their child that they probably only skimmed through and will yell at their child later, take their phone and any devices, and say that they are grounded.

What the hell will that do bitch? It will make them trust you less and make them do more things in secret and you will raise a sneaky kid. Taking their phone, blaming their phone, ect, causes things to get worse. In all honesty adults need to grow tf up sometimes. I don’t give two flying fucks about how much you make or some shit like that, tell me why you treat us kids like shit. And don’t answer with taking our stuff, that won’t do anything and will make us even more confused and sneaky. If we don’t know why you are upset or if you give us the stupidest of reason, or maybe even just yell at us, that won’t do shit. You.will.just.make.it.worse. Do they not understand that?

I have more, but this is enough for now, and I don’t care if I’m a “new user”, I have a lot to talk about.

Also, Before anyone says “who hurt you” or “someone’s having a bad day” do understand that I am just tired of all this shit happening and seeing very little said about this.

I don’t know how you “adults” feel, but if there are any older people or adults that see this, tell me your side. I am quite curious.