Do you ever wish you could be another person?

Am I alone in having difficulty wording my emotions? 

 I can't feel anything, it's quite painful for me to go through this same

seemingly endless cycle.

I'm thinking about leaving, just itself. that's always on my mind

and how i wish someone could come save me. i've been waiting

so patiently for you.

i so badly miss when i was convinced someone would 

censoress is feeling unattractive.