My town is so fucking boring

So from my profile and other blog entries you guys might've noticed that I'm from India, and bro the town where I live is so FUCKING boringgggg ( ￣皿￣)

I can't wear cute clothes because all the aunties judge me and the creepy-ass men stare, there's no fun things to do other than cafes and like one arcade and even those are super expensive, it's not a safe ass area so I can't even go out friends more than like, once or twice a month. The most we can do is play online games and meet at school ╯︿╰

And also, literally, there's like no appreciation for  self expression here. Everyone looks the same- either wearing traditional stuff or the same basic instagram-aesthetic stuff, literally no graphic tees even. Everyone seems to have the same beliefs about religion, lgbtq (homophobia), race (a lot of racism), and feminism (even the girls here are anti-feminism). All the parks are unsafe because, y'know, creepy ass men, and I dont even have any way to defend myself ≡(▔﹏▔)≡

I keep seeing people put photo dumps and stuff on here of fun emo and goth things they do and it makes me so jealous because why can't I do that. Why do I live in such a boring place. I can't wait to get out of here (╯▔皿▔)╯