October 7th

Whoo! Alright got two exciting things coming up. Aftershool D&D + Going to a collage info type event thing. Curious who my driver will be, maybe it'll be my morning guy? He's great, love that dude. Also planning ahead for any events I wanna go to. That botanic garden pumpkin thing, a Halloween hike, future volunteer dates ect. Think I completely missed the farmer's market for this year so I'm a tad upset bout that but there's always next year! Idk I'm hoping there's one last day left, it's def of me for not actually planning ahead and all.

Boutta be going to bed soon, hearing aids already plugged in and so is my phone. Nervous but excited, need to double check with Soph she's attending but that's the only thing.

Had a wonderful chat with my ex, he's going well and so am I. Really glad to hear everything's going nicely, we broke up on good terms and I never had any resentment. Looking back I'm not actually sure if my feelings were just platonic or not but it was one of my first 'serious' relationships. Also introduced him to my best pal. I had a feeling they were super compatible friend wise and they seemed to get along great. We all hung out for a bit and played roblox, eventually parted ways.

Got invited to a birthday party aswell [ date is still undecided ] really caught me off-guard, didn't know she viewed me as that close. Birthday parties are a very like vulnerable thing in my eyes. Especially since this is her 18th, had no clue I'd even be on the radar for a guest. I happily accepted obviously, I love being taken along and hanging out with others. Feel a bit delayed in social areas tbh, I just never really consider how others see me like friend level wise. Yer not always gonna be on the same page as someone, let alone everyone. 

Might've said it in the last one but I'm back on that podcast grind bby!! We it's actually just one but godamn do I enjoy it. I wouldn't say it's got me in a chokehold but I have spent some time thinking about it. I've got a decent amount of episodes to catch up on, left off somewhere round s2 ep30 and it's up to s3 ep10. There's like an average of fifty episodes per series so far, not including bonus stuff which I'm not interested in. It's just so good honestly. I really love the way they have it edited and their rp and battle styles, I adore the way Anthony [ the DM ] does rule bending. The characters and npcs are a true delight and feel so fleshed out. dungeons & daddies has my entire heart<3

Not much else to say, I've rumbled out my rambles and I'm damn tired so this is it.